katsekana

Category: Writers Block

Post 1 by HauntedReverie (doing the bad mango) on Saturday, 31-Dec-2005 23:45:06

This poem is spawned from a very fucked up mood, also, tfuck is used alot in this poem, just a warning to those offendable ones. --**-


I'm fine, don't worry.

I'm so fucking fine it isn't funny anymore.

And to them, to you all, there's never anything wrong with me.

To my demons, I'm every bit as fucked up as they are.


Ah, but it's ok.

Hell, arn't we artists suppose to be mental anyway?

Well look at me!

Guess I fit right in with the crowd ey?

How 'bout a fucking cookie haha.

Yeah, I'm fine.


Haha, I'm crying while trying not to burst out laughing.

Even as I'm screaming my fucking head off, I don't hear anything but my own shallow breathing.

But yeah, I'll be ok, don't worry about it.

As if. You're supposed to be my lover but have you ever looked at my face?

Can you see the fucking insanity there?

But you're not the problem, you don't mean enough to me for me to give a damn.

Oh please, don't give a second thought to me.


So anyway, about my family

yeah, that's the problem right there methinks

But it doesn't really matter anyway does it?

Only two and a half more years heeheeheeheehee.

Seriously, I'm fucking ok.


But yeah, I'm not that fucking crazy right?

I mean, it's not like I've ever fell in love over the computer or anything.

So um, yall people in the white coats can go back wherever the hell yall came from k?

I told you, I'm fucking fine. ha ha ha ha ha

Post 2 by Grace (I've now got the ggold prolific poster award! wahoo! well done to me!) on Saturday, 31-Dec-2005 23:58:54

Well as long as you are f*cking fine Kayla then all is right with the world. *luv ya babes!

Post 3 by HauntedReverie (doing the bad mango) on Sunday, 01-Jan-2006 0:37:49

actually, that was written in a half depressed, half crazed state but after talking with a friend, I'm better chicka

Post 4 by kyle1217 (Generic Zoner) on Sunday, 01-Jan-2006 1:12:58

Hope so girly your a cool chick

Post 5 by HauntedReverie (doing the bad mango) on Sunday, 01-Jan-2006 14:49:16

aww thanks em

Post 6 by Damia (I'm oppinionated deal with it.) on Friday, 06-Jan-2006 18:47:41

well honesty is what really draws a mood in a poem glad your better though most of the poems I write just make u want to sit there with a knife

Post 7 by Perestroika (Her Swissness) on Sunday, 08-Jan-2006 12:04:01

we love you really kayla. and poetry is the best way of getting feelings out where they should be.

Post 8 by HauntedReverie (doing the bad mango) on Monday, 09-Jan-2006 18:40:10

true gal